7/29/22

January 1999

 

Here is the newspaper commentary on the death of Attorney J. Wesley Miller that appeared in the Valley Advocate on February 23, 2006. 



Like many in Springfield, we were surprised to learn recently of the death of J. Wesley Miller. It was the news, not the death, that was recent; Miller died back in September, a few weeks before his 64th birthday. He was reportedly found dead from a stroke in his Sixteen Acres home, but, strangely, his passing wasn't widely publicized until earlier this month, when his obituary appeared in the Republican. 

The strange circumstances surrounding Miller's death seem fitting; Miller no doubt would appreciate his death's prompting some intrigue and a little extra drama. In a city with more than its share of eccentrics, Miller was in a class by himself. A lawyer by training, Miller was, by practice, a self-styled social critic, who turned up at all manner of public meetings and political events, invariably dressed in a bright orange prison jumpsuit (he once told us it was a sign of solidarity with prisoners locked up for drug offenses), occasionally (and less explicably) topped by a pair of purple underpants. 

When he wasn't out on the town, Miller devoted his time to writing letters, often scathing, to political leaders, media figures and others in the city, offering his biting criticism of their work. He was equally prolific with those he liked; we at the Advocate office regularly received packages from Miller stuffed with copies of his correspondence and pages from his copious diaries, mixed with curious items like freebie pens he'd picked up at trade shows and some pages torn from hardcore sex magazines. 

Miller was, to put it mildly, a man with obsessive tendencies. His interest in certain figures in the city bordered on stalking; for more, see Baystate Objectivist editor Tom Devine's dead-on reflections on Miller's life, including his own uncomfortable relationship with Miller, at his blog. 

But he was also an extremely bright man whose passions, while they may seem odd to others, were deep and sincere. We once had the fascinating, if somewhat unnerving, opportunity to spend an afternoon at Miller's home, where he showed us his basement, which was packed with books, files and local ephemera. Sadly, Devine reports, a flood after Miller's death ruined the basement's contents. Still missing are Miller's extensive diaries, which no doubt provide a fascinating perspective on Springfield, not to mention a peek into the life of one of its most colorful characters. 


January 1, 1999

 

Sunny and 23 degrees on the breezeway at 8:30am. 

I am an artistic property lawyer, licensed real estate broker, violinist and author of The History of the Springfield Symphony. My undergraduate major was English with a minor in Latin. My masters was in Literature with a minor in history. I am the foremost authority in the country on community postering and street literature, an expert on Springfield's history, foremost authority on the bibliography of literature of legal interest and author of five books on the same with others in progress.   

 Had Harvey's Bristol Creme from a cobalt bottle at midnight. Also had the last of the Friendly's ice cream roll and a slice of Eamon's 100th Anniversary Collin Street Bakery Fruitcake. Mother had small portions of all and wanted no pills. At 5:30am I heard her radio turn on to Latino music, so I gave her two pills and she slept until morning. 

Chet the newspaper guy threw the paper into the snowbank again. I put the pork shoulder into the oven around 8:30 at 450F. Woke Mother up at 10:30 and got her to call and wish Aunt Maria and Mrs. Staniski a Happy New Year. She didn't want to call Martha so we didn't. 

At 11am I gave Mother half a cup of coffee and we watched the Rose Parade on ABC. The theme of the parade was Echoes of the Century, but it seemed less exciting than in the past. We were told that the Rose Parade was first broadcast nationally in 1955. I remember we went over to Mrs. Lynch's to see it.

Buck Badger of Wisconsin was scooting around on rollerblades, a wonderful invention.The Cat in the Hat float was really super. It is this sort of immense, wild item that we need at the Quadrangle, not a park of dinky little statues. A lot of the floats didn't intrigue me. The best floats have one overall conception as the Seuss float did. In the ending credits there appeared "Copyright ABC - All Rights Reserved." With no date! 

At 1:25pm the doorbell rang and it was O'Connell, who asked Mother questions but she was so groggy she was unresponsive. She did however thank Helen for coming. O'Connell left at 1:45 and Mother slept until 5pm. 

When she woke up I asked Mother what she wanted to eat and she said nothing. Eventually she agreed to have a cup of celery soup. But once Mother got to the table, she wanted to go back to bed. I made her take her pills, which caused her to lose all interest in the soup and she ended up eating none of it. 

Called to wish Eamon a Happy New Year, but he didn't answer so I left him a message of new year greetings and salutations. 

January 3, 1999

Sunny, nice winter day. 

If the Rosetta Stone had been on a CD we wouldn't know what it said. Question: Did African blacks sell other blacks into slavery? If blacks enslaved their own than the moral responsibility of whites is not as great.

Got up at 8am this morning. Mother was still sleeping at 9:30, so I drove out to the Acres. The wooden frame is up for the new Pride station. The old Pride station on Sumner Avenue is closed and the gas tanks are being dug up. I noticed the last time I was on Sumner that the Arthur Johnson Photo Studio, a beautiful, ranch type brick structure, is still boarded up and for sale. 

With a coupon, I got a breakfast biscuit at Burger King (a round scrambled egg, sausage patty and cheese) but it was a disappointment because the biscuit overpowered the taste of everything else. I'll never get it again, even with a free coupon. I paused at the Salvation Army but bought nothing, then swung by Walmart and got the lens tightened on my glasses.

When I got back at 11am Mother was awake and ready to go to the toilet. I put a new diaper and pants on her and served her coffee with two pills. At noon I asked her what she wanted for lunch and she adamantly refused to eat anything but I finally convinced her to drink half a cup of milk. 

The mail was an hour late today and two of the envelopes had been damaged by the postal equipment. Left word on the recorder at Trinity Church that I will loan them my copy of A Time to Celebrate by Horace Moses. Watched a show on 57 about pigs. 

Mayor Albano was on TV22 saying that ongoing construction in Springfield will be good for property values. Someone on the radio said the millennium will be the biggest historical event of our lives, but I'm not interested in the millennium at all. 

While reading a book about Byzantium and the fall of Constantinople, the power went out at 2:34pm. Called Northeastern Utilities at 783-3424 and was told by Jolene that a repair crew had been dispatched. The power didn't come back on until 5:19pm. Birchland Avenue has always had its share of outages. 

Mother got up at 8pm and I gave her one pill, not two. She asked what would become of our dolls, and I reminded her that Floppy and Ambrose were buried with Father, and that I am hoping the others will keep me company after she is gone. I think she would like them buried with her.  

January 4, 1999

32 degrees on the breezeway at 8am. 

Haven't heard anything from Mother's old friend Madeline Waite. Took Mother to the toilet and back, this morning and then gave her some ginger ale. As I put her back in bed she cried, "I'm going around in circles, I'm going counter-clockwise!" I gave her two pills with the ginger ale. Mother woke up and had chicken broth around 4:30pm.

Listened to the Dan Yorke Show this morning and he didn't have much to say. He was complaining about the quality of the hot chocolate served at the Civic Center hockey games. The garage door was frozen shut. I got it open with the help of an ice pick and some hot water.

Today I found a receipt from Railroad Salvage dated May 7, 1993. The first RR Salvage was in East Windsor and was founded by Ruby Vine and his wife ChooChoo. Their stores were dirty and messy inside, except for the one in Turner's Falls which was always quite tidy.  

Dr. Richard B. Flynn is the new President of Springfield College. The evening news reported that the partners at the Union Buffet in Chicopee, where we once had Christmas dinner, stabbed each other to death in the back room. Their food had a real oriental flavor. 

I've talked it over with Mother and she is agreeable with being cremated. Called Roy at Byron's and he said that their fee for cremation is $895 dollars. He said it is not permissible to be present at the cremation.

Called Father Zachary at the St. Francis Chapel and he said the Bishop's Prayer Breakfast would be held on the first Friday in February. After the stock market report I called Aunt Maria and she told me she hasn't mailed out her Christmas cards yet but still intends to. Aunt Maria considers herself a well-heeled old lady.

January 5, 1999

Jesse Ventura has been inaugurated in Minnesota and has promised honest government. 50 inches of snow fell in Buffalo, New York, falling at a pace of two inches per hour. Airplanes may fly faster, but you still hear people complaining about delayed flights. The trains are better run, I think. 

At 5:15am I woke up and saw that the light in the front room was on. Mother was completely uncovered, holding a folded kotex from her diaper and complaining that she was cold. She also complained that she couldn't find the switch to her electric blanket, asking, "Why do you hide it from me?" I showed her that the switch was right next to her, remarking that if she covered up she wouldn't be cold. 

Mother claimed that the kotex had fallen out of her diaper, but that is nonsense. She plays with herself all the time and probably pulled it out with the same scratching nervousness that caused her to scratch scabs on her back (now completely healed) and on her hands. She has also scratched her scalp with the same fingers she has run through the shit in her diaper. It is sad. 

Anyway, I straightened her out and turned on the radio for her. With Mother not wanting anything more, I drove out around 10am and stopped at the Eastfield Mall to redeem my prize coupon for a new set of knives. The hippie shop is closed, although their sign is still up. I was looking for a pair of boots. They had some at Payless, but they weren't included in their 30% off sale so I didn't buy any. 

The Springdale Mall is completely empty now, even Strawberries Records is gone. You can feel that the heat has been turned off. Yet the building is still open, you can walk through it, but it is completely deserted. It's a shame. 

Then over to Stop&Shop for groceries, where I encountered my jovial neighbor Mr. Cohn and wished him a Happy New Year. He bemoaned President Clinton and said he wishes someone would "straighten this country out!" I told him that it is obvious Clinton's Methodist background has had no effect on him. He asked about Mother as I was departing and I thanked him for asking without actually telling him anything, instead I urged him to give my regards to Mrs. C. 

Home at 11:35am. Mother wanted to go to the toilet so I took her directly and then served her coffee. Barbara arrived at 1:04pm and washed Mother, changed her clothes, gave her a shampoo and fed her orange juice and two pills before departing at 2:19pm. The mail brought an Xmas card from Mrs. Penniman, saying it is late because she has "not been feeling up to snuff."

There had been news accounts that Westfield Savings Bank would be opening a new branch in downtown Springfield in January, but it hasn't happened. I decided to call them and find out why not. Judy, the secretary to Mr. Williams, told me that the opening has been delayed due to "construction problems." They now expect to open in March. 

Westfield State College has a new ad urging people to come there to earn their teaching certificate. So I called Westfield State and got Laura, who connected me to Debbie, the Admissions Clerk. I asked her if I could get my Mass teaching certificate without taking their course because I already have eight years experience teaching at the college level. 

She replied no, that I would still have to take their education courses. To this I informed her that I have never sullied my academic record with any so-called education courses. Debbie sounded upset to hear this and transferred me to Dean Catherine Lilly. She told me that I should not make such mocking statements to Debbie or anyone else at Westfield State and then she concluded with a coldly professional good-bye. 

January 7, 1999

18 degrees at 8:30am, light dusting of snow.

There's a picture of the rock band Motley Crue in the latest issue of Music Review Magazine and the one in leather is the best looking of the four. Peter L. Picknelly and his children have paid $5 million to buy Harrison Place at 1391 Main Street from Klondike Investment Group. The Springfield Newspapers are launching new Holyoke and Chicopee editions of the Union-News

Listened to the Dan Yorke Show this morning. Helen O'Connell the nurse was supposed to come today between 11am and 1pm, but she never came nor called to say she wasn't coming. She is really unreliable.

Chet left the newspaper by the paper box, but not in it. Did two loads of wash. At 2pm I drove to the Breckwood Shops to make copies and put out mail. Before I left I brought Mother to the toilet and gave her two pills. 

On the noon news  they said the Springfield Civic Center "continues to boost the local economy." Really? Eamon's latest message complains about the relentlessly rising tax assessments while the sale value of the typical Springfield home on the real estate market is dropping.  

Barbara arrived and cleaned up Mother and read her the card from Mrs. Staniski that came in the mail today. Also in the mail was a brief, unsubstantial letter from Mr. Hurwitz thanking me for my letter. I warmed up some chowder for Mother's supper but she wouldn't eat any of it. At 8pm she drank some ginger ale. She has had no solid food for two days.

While Barbara tended to Mother, I watched the opening of the Clinton impeachment trial, with the Chief Justice being sworn in by Sen. Strom Thurmond. Doris Kearns Goodwin commented that she never thought the Clinton sex scandal would actually lead to an impeachment trial.  

Danielle at Hein called, telling me that their catalog is now available only online. I told her that I have no way to access their home page from my home. She replied that she'll look to see if there are any copies of last year's catalog she could send me, which is essentially the same as what's online. 

Called Ms. Provost at the School Department to find out the date of the Mass Science Fair but she was out. Also called the Valley Advocate to speak with Dan Caccavaro but was told he is on vacation this week. 

I called the Yiddish Book Center in Amherst and spoke to Neil Zagerin, who told me he is 39 and grew up in the Forest Park area. He promised to send me some info on their upcoming poster exhibit. I told him about my own poster collection.

The phone rang three times, and when I picked up the person immediately hung up. My call identifier showed it was from a Warren Ames, so I called back and identified myself. They then declared that they knew no one with the name J. Wesley Miller and hung up on me again!  

On TV22 Kathryn Kirby made a grammar error so I called the station. The guy who answered listened to me politely and said thank you, then hung up without commenting. 

January 9, 1999

9 degrees on the breezeway at 8am, heavily overcast with brief afternoon precipitation. 

Senator Kerry was on the news saying the impeachment trial has turned into a circus. I say the White House turned into one long ago! Former State Treasurer Joe Malone was on saying that he would vote to convict Clinton if he were a senator. I predict the impeachment trial will drag on, and I like that. In other news, the producers of Popeye the Sailor say that he and Olive Oyl will be married next month. 

Mother got up at 3:45am and drank a full cup of orange juice along with her pills. Mother seemed confused, asking at one point, "What are you doing with the days you've been saving?" I also find it increasingly difficult to understand Mother's speech. She never wants food, but today I myself ate lima beans, a lettuce and tomato sandwich and the last of the clementines.

Listened to Yorke for a while. Mother spoke briefly on the phone with Aunt Maria. Helen the nurse finally arrived today and she said she sees a decline in Mother since the last time she came. She told me Mother's pulse is 82 and her blood pressure is 138 over 60. 

Before Helen left we chatted at the kitchen table. Helen said Mother is fading away and told me some elders in their final decline go weeks surviving on nothing but fluids. I gave her a copy of Aunt Jennie's Poems and inscribed it with a thank you message for tending to Mother. 

I drove out at 10:30am after writing to the Provost at St. Michaels. I also wrote a condolence letter to Atty. E. B. Berman, whose wife Carol has died at only 66. I mailed both at Louis & Clark. As I was leaving the Breckwood Shops I saw a white jeep-like vehicle with a bumper-sticker that said, "Pro-Life Plus."

Came through the Goodwill but bought nothing. From there I left some reading material at Eamon's. He wasn't home so I dropped it off by hanging the bag on his back doorknob. Then to the Plaza where I found K-Mart much tidied up and where I bought a new pair of boots for $22. 

Passed through Paysavers and bought a pair of raspberry colored sunglasses for 99 cents and a black Hood milk crate for $1.49. Finally to Stop&Shop, where I bought some groceries from their day-old counter. Then I headed home, pausing at Angelo's for lettuce and tomatoes. I arrived home at 12:30pm. 

The mail came about one o'clock, then at 1:15 it briefly started to snow.  A wrong number was from someone at the Haufbrahaus in W.Spfld looking for Storrowtown. Eamon called to thank me for the reading material. We talked about marriage and he says he feels lucky to have avoided it. According to Eamon, funeral directors are notorious for stealing jewelry out of caskets after the last mourners have left for the cemetery. 

January 11, 1999

A sunny, nice day. 28 degrees at 10:45am.

Herbert P. Wilkins, Chief Justice of the Supreme Judicial Court, recently blasted lawyers for their perceived lack of civility, especially within their own ranks. He said lawyers were often uncivil to each other. 

Peter Picknelly has made many civic gifts, most recently donating $2.5 million toward a downtown baseball stadium. Judge Peter Velis has ordered $15,000 to what the city's Redevelopment Authority pays to F.L. Roberts for two tracks of land off West Columbus Avenue for the Basketball Hall of Fame expansion project. 

The mailbox is knocked down over to Karen Yaeger's at 1530 Wilbraham Road. She never wrote me a thank you note for loaning my stuff to her. At 9:45am I served Mother two pills with milk. She continues to confuse fantasy with reality and asked me, "Have you seen Bloomer's dog?" She also nonsensically asked, "Did you find the paper that told about Ruby?" 

This afternoon I headed to the Open House at 43 Birchland, but the agent Roger Trombly was a half hour late. 43 was built in 1948 and looks lived in. but it has a nice room in the attic. The dining room is lovely but the kitchen is too small. 43 also has nice landscaping, including a stone wall.  From there I went to the Open House at 95 Birchland. It is neat as a pin. The house was built in 1949 and the realtor was Joanne Carlisle. As I was departing the Allard's were just arriving. 

I then went and made copies and put out the mail at Breckwood. I also got gas at Sunoco for 95 cents per gallon. The new Pride station in the Acres is all framed and plywooded in. No concrete or steel in the structure, just pre-fab wooden walls supporting a nearly flat roof. The one they tore down recently on Sumner had been built to last, this new Acres one will probably develop structural problems within a decade.

When I returned Mother was in bed. I smelled something so I told her to get up. Pulling back the covers on the bed I saw it was all soiled with brown shit. I got her to the toilet and found that her undergarments were full of shit. Has the tumor collapsed due to the radiation? I cleaned her up, got her back to bed and gave her two pills and some orange juice. A few minutes later she was sleeping comfortably. 

Called Tom Devine but his mother said he "just left for the library." I wonder why he goes to the library so much? Eamon called and described President Clinton as having "no shame." He mocked Mayor Albano for describing Springfield in the paper as a "sports city" while claiming that "sports are the way to revitalize Springfield's economy!" I told Eamon that it is pathetic that the once great cultural center of Springfield has been reduced to promoting itself as a "sports city."  

January 12, 1999

29 degrees on the breezeway at 8:30am. 

Michael Jordan is retiring just as the basketball season is commencing. Police Chief Campbell in Agawam has been suspended for 90 days without pay. Substitute teachers in Springfield have been given a raise to $60 per day. There are about 2,500 teachers in Springfield and an average of 191 are out daily.

Two inches of light, fluffy snow fell last night. Served Mother water and one pill at 8:15am. Barbara called and said she can't make it today but will come Thursday. This morning I called Aunt Maria but she said she couldn't talk because she was in a hurry to go shopping.

I called the Union-News at 788-1234 and got Estelle in Classifieds. I asked her about their death notices and she told me it comes to them through the funeral home. She said the price of a death notice is $1.02 per line. I asked Estelle if there is a legal requirement that a death notice be published and she replied that they are not legally required. 

Then I called Springfield Cemetery and they said they have lots available starting at $795 but their Methodist section "sold out years ago."I called Hillcrest and they have mausoleum vaults for $4,250 or $700 for a ground burial with a $100 discount for veterans.   

Called Oak Grove and their plots sell for $635. I asked about the stone building on their property and she told me it used to be a chapel but it has deteriorated to the point of disuse. She said they are hoping to one day "get it back in shape." 

Ms. A. Provost from the School Department called  about the science fair and she said it will be held on March 23rd at UMass in Amherst. She said a few students from the Springfield schools are competing, but not like in the past when Springfield was a major participant. 

I mentioned how I had participated in the fair in 1959 with a project I did under the supervision of Mr. Lynch. Provost exclaimed that "back in the stone age" when she started her career Mr. Lynch had been her "mentor." She described herself as "in awe of his devotion to excellence and his deep love of learning." She ended by telling me she would send me more information on the fair when it becomes available. 

Just before noon I called Tom Devine, who thanked me for my card. We talked a bit about the Twig Painter and Tom warned me not to take everything Doyle says too seriously because he likes to joke around. I asked him if Dan Yorke likes being back on in the morning and he said yes. Tom says he hasn't heard anything from Hurwitz. He also said he has no interest in applying to become editor of the Arts & Entertainment section of the Valley Advocate. Devine declared, "Politics is my beat!" 

It was a lovely, sunny winter afternoon. The mail was here at 2pm. Around 7pm I brought Mother to the toilet. She has reached the point where she can barely sit up on her own. She can still sit up in bed, but she can't get out without help. She is shriveling up into a bag of bones. I hugged her and told her I loved her as I put her back in bed. Mother was soundly sleeping by 8pm. 

January 14, 1999

Snowing lightly at 2:15pm.

Last night Mother woke up at 10:30pm and I took her to the toilet, then put her to bed with water and a pill. She went through the rest of the night sleeping peacefully. This morning Unknown called, voiceless. I left the receiver off the hook for a while so they couldn't bother me again. Later Mrs. Penniman called and told me that Ray has a bad case of the shakes but is otherwise okay. She was cheerful and thanked me for my card. 

Drove over to Byron's and J. N. Paquette showed me their cremation urns. They are pricey and had nothing I really liked. The best were made of pewter. Paquette told me there are a lot of other models but he couldn't find the catalog. 

Then to Home Depot for termite poison. At the new Pride they are putting in the insulation. Next I had lunch at the Boston Road McDonald's to take advantage of their two Quarter Pounders for the price of one sale. That still came to $2.60, not really a bargain since Burger King has the same sandwich for 99 cents each.   

From there to Angelo's for bananas, tomatoes and lettuce. Finally, I left a bag of stuff for Mrs. Staniski on her back porch and then headed home, where I noticed Murphy's Plumbing parked at the Cohn's. 

Helen O'Connell arrived at 12:25pm, examined Mother and gave me a booklet about dying Completing the Circle. She reported that Mother's blood pressure is 110/60 and her pulse is 72.  O'Connell told me that Mother has at most only a few weeks to live.  Mother must have overheard us because when she left at 1:10 Mother exclaimed, "Oh no, I'm going to die!" She spent the rest of the afternoon sleeping quietly. Shortly after Helen left the mail came. 

The news had a poll showing that support for removal of Clinton has risen from 28% last month to 36% now. I'll be glad if he gets kicked out for putting America through this ordeal. Representative Henry Hyde was on Nightline last night and Ted Koppel asked him some hard questions. Hyde handled them well, saying Clinton has set a bad example for kids and has coarsened the public discourse. 

I agree, what girl now doesn't feel that she is expected to suck cock? And what fellow now doesn't expect the service? Father and Mother never would have thought of such a thing, much less done it. 

Buffalo got more snow. G. Gordon Liddy is on WNNZ from ten to noon. The Jim Rome Sports Show is now on WHYN AM-560 from 3-7. Dan Yorke was giving away tickets this morning to Alice in Wonderland at City Stage this evening. 

Nader the Hatter called tonight and said he was at the Goodwill on Sumner Avenue and bought an antique Bible for $100. He recently got his hearing tested and it is fine except for the highest decibels. The Hatter informed me that he spoke to Eamon on the phone yesterday.  

January 16, 1999

Heavily overcast, some sleeting. 17 degrees at 7:30am.

Police Chief Paula Meara was sworn in today saying, "Integrity is the only foundation for police work acceptable for Springfield."  Friendly's reports they expect losses in their quarter share prices. Friendly's has 640 company owned restaurants and 40 franchises. While telling us this Brenda Garton made a grammar error. 

Roger A. Young is Chairman of the Board at Baystate Gas Company.  My good friends at Cat's Paw in Indian Orchard sold virtually the entire contents of their collectibles store, except for her collection of teddy bear tea sets. They have redesigned their store space to accommodate a kitchen table snack bar and office. They have space for only half as much stuff. Darlene Burns of The Orchard has moved out of I.O. and up to Chicopee. 

No paper until 8:30am. Changed Mother and cleaned up her bed, then gave her coffee and two pills. Mother is not as chipper as yesterday. At least she is no longer burping but is drinking less. Left a message for Wendy at Hospice that Barbara is a wonderful woman but that I have taken care of Mother and she needn't come today. 

At 1:40pm the doorbell rang and it was the mailman with a big box containing my order from Hamilton. My Traveler's annuity check also came today. Michael's car was next door. I dined today on waxed beans and warmed up some fish filet. Had a Swanson meatloaf dinner for supper.

Watched the impeachment trial this afternoon. Rep. Sensenbrenner of Wisconsin spoke beautifully but Ed Bryant from Tennessee was less articulate as he urged us to "focus on the big picture." Asa Hutchinson was down to earth and splendid on obstruction. James Rogan of California was extremely fine exposing Clinton's lies. 

The Republicans have done a fine job, sometimes positively eloquent. They each left no doubt that Clinton is guilty as charged, but Doris Kearns Goodwin appeared to be pro-Clinton as she said, "This is not a momentous event, the charges are too inconsequential. It feels small rather than enlightening." Clinton's a bum and he should get out. 

Peter Picknelly is out of the hospital in Boston. I read the Boston Globe today and their cartoonist Pat Oliphant is a mischievous character. He is always insulting Republicans and praising Democrats. ABC is promoting an upcoming program asking, "Have we Become a Nation of Cheaters?"

Called Lynn at Punderson and she said they'll deliver our oil Monday or Tuesday. The price is 89 cents per gallon with payment due within ten days. Mrs. Stanisiki called and we chatted for half an hour. Her daughter Ann had to play at a funeral today in Needham. 

Called Aunt Maria who told me that she was spooked by someone calling asking for her late husband. I reassured her that it was most likely a telemarketer who had probably pulled Uncle George's name out of an old call list.   

January 18, 1999

Sunny and 31 degrees at 8am. Martin Luther King Day. 

Everywhere, every twig, everything was covered with ice and glistening in the light of the rising sun. There were even icicles hanging from the clothes line. It all melted away as the morning passed. 

At 4:30am Mother cried out "John!" but when I checked on her she didn't want anything. I brought her to the toilet, changed her diaper and put her back in bed. She says she has no pain. I served her coffee but she couldn't muster the strength to pull the liquid up the straw. So I pulverized a pain pill and put it in a Friendly's tartar sauce cup with a little water and she drank from that. 

Did a load of wash and cooked up a spaghetti and hamburg casserole. The newspaper never arrived today, so I drove out at 1:30pm and bought the New York Times at the Newsstand in the Acres, but the manager informed me that the Springfield paper had sold out. I remarked how it is amazing that such a poor paper sells so well and the manager agreed. Before I left I gave him Eamon's number. 

Put the mail out at Parker Drug, sending letters to Fred Whitney, Kateri Walsh, Dan Yorke and Tommy Devine. Then drove to Sampson's in the Acres where I was waited on by John Flynn. Their prices are considerably higher than Byron's, and their so-called "cremation containers" are nothing but a flimsy cardboard box about as sturdy as an orange juice container. On the way back I noticed a black and white FOR SALE sign on Mary Alice Stusick-Plant's place. 

The oil was delivered while I was out so I called Caroline at Punderson and she said we owe $167.27 so I wrote a check. Tom Bevaqua said the temperature today reached 50 degrees.

Watched the special on cheating in America and one Rabbi was quoted as saying it is the result of "a moral collapse in American culture" and cited the Clinton scandals as an example. On the evening news we saw Clinton and a brightly smiling Hillary walking out of Foundry United Methodist Church with bibles in hand. The president is hoping to keep the nation focused on national affairs and not his personal ones. 

At 5:30pm Paul Smith called asking if I wanted to subscribe to the Union-News. I said I already subscribe but my paper was not delivered this morning and when I went out to buy one they were sold out. He said I will have to call the paper's main number to file a complaint, then he apologized for bothering me and hung up. 

January 19, 1999

Bright and sunny, 38 degrees on the breezeway at 7:30am. 

The presidency is not merely an administrative office. That's the least of it. It is preeminently a place of moral leadership. - Franklin Delano Roosevelt   

Both Barbara and Helen came to care for Mother today. Helen said she will come again on Friday. I noticed she has a Tom Reilly for Attorney General sticker on her car. Barbara told me she has three kids, the youngest attends Putnam. 

Jurzephezyk's mailbox has been knocked down again. I drove out at 9am to mail my oil payment to Punderson at Parker Drug, where I ran into Mr. Stanley Cressotti, the electrician who lives next door to the Cohn's. He greeted me as Wesley and we wished each other a Happy New Year.  

Then to Wilbraham, where I paid the taxes on our property there. I also stopped at Albank and deposited some checks. Their parking lot was icy and I complained to the bank teller about it. She said the lot is actually owned by Rocky's so I should complain to them. 

I replied that I should not have to run around asking for the lot to be properly cleared. I said I am a customer and this bank and the hardware store should both want a clear lot to keep me coming back. I added that this was something I shouldn't have to explain to her. Furthermore, I alerted her to the fact that the date on their check writing table was wrong. 

Then to the Goodwill on Sumner Avenue, where they had some nice empty milk crates. I asked the clerk if I could buy a few of them but the woman said she didn't know if she could sell them and the manager wasn't around. 

Came back by Oak in order to attend the Tuesday Morning Music Club's winter concert. I found a parking spot right in front of AIC's Griswold Theater. I went in and the event was poorly attended. I counted 34, all white, but 9 of them were men. For a long time I was the only male that attended. 

The piano music by Frigo Scott was competent but dull and expressionless. Clifton Noble of the Springfield papers was an accompanist.  Eileen Ruby is vivacious and has a lovely voice. Peter Demos and Anita Chang were nothing less than superb. 

Afterwards we had coffee, tea and cookies. I shook hands with Demos and thanked him for performing the high public service of playing for the public for free. I also shook Frigo's hand, but in a formal, less cordial way. Neither Mary Alice Stusick nor Mrs. Staniski were there. I didn't stay long.

I then headed downtown where I  parked at the Marshall Center and walked down to the post office. From there I walked over to A.G. Edwards to order 20 more shares of Friendly's stock with a $200 payment. Johnson's Bookstore was pitch dark. 

All the development offices and the Chamber of Commerce have moved to the SIS Center, where I acquired a free copy of BusinessWest. Then to Antiques on Boland Way and their 30% off sale. I bought a paperweight with a picture of the White House on it for $22.50.

In the mail today Madeleine Rabideau of St. Michael's in Vermont wrote saying they do not have an address or phone number for Dr. Jennie Versteeg. Called Aunt Maria, she said Shirley brought her to the doctor's. Also called Michael Bearse at the newspaper. I told him I received no paper yesterday or today and then asked him when my subscription ends. He replied March 4th. I told him I am debating whether to renew. 

January 20, 1999

Stuart Hurwitz is the Chair of Mayor Albano's Arts and Entertainment Initiative. E. Wayne Turner is the Corresponding Secretary for the Tuesday Morning Music Club. 

Trash went out early. I looked out at 8:45am and the morning paper was thrown up against the garage door with an orange bag beside it with the missing papers I complained about. They contained no note of apology.

Helen the nurse came and told me not to feed Mother any solid food because she may choke on it. I told her that Mother never asks for anything but water. Barbara arrived just after 1am, changed Mother and gave her a glass of water. I sat with Mother for a bit and she almost smiled when I made Sweetpea and Honeypot kiss her. 

This morning I drove out to Hillcrest and spoke with Karen Cormier in the office. The carillon was playing and she told me they had four funerals that day. She loaned me a key and I went over to the mausoleum and looked around, admiring the Tiffany windows near where Mother will be interred. 

From there I drove downtown, pausing at Byron's Funeral Home, where Joe Roy sold me a lovely brass urn for $429. They have a better selection of urns than Sampsons. From there I drove into the city and parked at the Quadrangle, where I ran into Mr. Nardi, who asked me to say hello to Nader the Hatter. I went into the City Library and made copies.  

From there I went to City Stage for the Mayor's re-election campaign announcement. On the way over I paused briefly at Edwards Books, where I bought a picture book of Longmeadow for $25 that was published in the 1980's by the Longmeadow Historical Society. 

At Albano's campaign event there was live piano background music provided by Frank Jackson of Holyoke. I would say that half the people present were on the public payroll. David Starr was there and Francis Gagnon arrived late. I saw Peter Picknelly talking with Gary Shepard, while Kateri Walsh was chatting with Teresa Regina and Marshall Moriarty. Frankie Keough was talking with the Sheriff, and Hurwitz left early. Chief Paula Meara was there, I hadn't realized she is so short and fat. I said hello to Election Commissioner Deezer Sullivan. He is a jovial fellow but also overweight.

Health Commissioner Helen Caulton smiled at me, and Judy Matt gave me a friendly greeting. I spoke with Kevin Coyle, who mentioned that his brother Jimmy has been dead for 20 years and that his mother lives with him now. He also mentioned Mike Spencer and said he knows Billy White. Jim Contavinch was cheery but said he was saddened by the closing of Johnson's Bookstore. I briefly spoke with Michaelann Bewsee and Fred Hurst and waved to Tony Ravosa.

It was pretty crowded, with most people standing. A video was shown called "Faces of the Can-Do City" but the face most often appearing in it was Mike Albano's. City Councilor Dom Sarno came up to me and we talked about Paul Caron's breakfast. I thought that Mo Turner, Tom Devine or even Eamon might stop by if only to spy on who was there and eat the free food, but they never showed.

There was lots to eat catered by Elegant Affair. A long table was set up with soft drinks and beers. Smaller tables offered crackers, breadsticks, chunks of pineapple and melon, four cheeses, carrots, broccoli, cauliflower and lettuce. I dined mainly on the cheese and melons, then left having stayed about an hour.  

President Clinton gave his State of the Union tonight. The stock market is up, including Friendly's. I wrote to the University of Vermont today on a minor matter, they don't realize that I am doing so simply to get a copy of their latest letterhead.

Peggy Sutton from the Hospice called and offered to send over a free meal for Mother and me. I said thank you but told her that Mother is in her final decline and no longer eating. She expressed sympathy. I called Aunt Maria and explained to her how Mother is fading fast and told her not to tell anyone in order to protect Mother's privacy. 

January 22, 1999

Overcast, sometimes drizzling, 41 degrees at 1pm. 

Newspaper here okay. Left at 9am and drove over to SIS. As I was leaving the bank, I noticed Francis Gagnon at the end of the hall talking to Joan Lewandowski. Then I went next door to Angelo's for grapefruit and brussel sprouts. 

From there I headed to Eastfield Mall, where Book Market was having a 50% off going out of business sale. There are many empty storefronts in Eastfield. At the food court I bought a large slice of pepperoni pizza for $2.40.  When I got home I called Goodwill on Sumner and asked the manager if their milk crates were for sale. She said no, they use the crates to carry merchandise around the store.

Barbara came at 1:15 and told me she has two sons, the oldest is 23 and the younger son Tom is into computers. She took care of Mother, whose mouth now hangs open all the time and whose cheeks are very drawn in. She can no longer speak. I made Sweet Pea and Honey Pot kiss her and tell her they loved her. Mother is deteriorating badly - how much longer can she last?

When Barb left at 2:20 I did a load of wash and watched the impeachment proceedings. Senator Robert Byrd announced he will not vote to impeach. Obviously Clinton is guilty and should be removed, but it is unlikely to happen. Dan Quayle has announced he is running for president. TV22 had a segment on economic development in Indian Orchard. Russ Denver was on and sounded almost competent.

The mail brought a letter from Ann Burke saying my poem has some good lines in it. Had milk and beans for supper. I called Eamon, who told me he had just gotten off the phone with John Silber from Boston University. Eamon thanked me for the syrup and said he has been taking it easy the past few days because he threw his back out shoveling snow. 

Eamon said he sees Francis Gagnon on the city's cable access station all the time. He also told me that virtually every day he gets calls from the Basketball Hall of Fame from employees listening to his messages. 

Eamon says a source told him that the guy in the paper who beat someone with a baseball bat is actually a cousin of Anthony Ardolino, who then unsuccessfully tried to intimidate the police into dropping the matter. Eamon called Fitchet at the police station who confirmed that Ardolino had indeed tried to intervene on behalf of his cousin. 

The article was by Kevin Claffey, so Eamon called him in search of more details. Claffey told him that he knew of the Ardolino connection and included it in his story, but an editor removed that fact before publication. Claffey told  Eamon that the level of censorship at the paper is increasing and that the reporters are getting frustrated by their inability to tell the full truth in the stories they submit. 

 

January 23, 1999



mother has died.



January 24, 1999

 

 Mother was a nervous sort of person who often had a "better way" that was often a lot more work and not a better way at all.  

Sweet Pea and Honey Pot are now sitting on the sofa in the basement. Drove out in the afternoon and donated 80 of my paperbacks to Goodwill. Then over to Caldor's where there was plenty of business and Food Mart was mobbed as always.  I then headed down to the newspaper and submitted Mother's obituary, which I wrote last night.

I finally got a letter from the insurance company saying they would agree to pay half the cost of replacing Mother's teeth. Technically, the letter has arrived after her death. I wonder if they heard she was dying and decided to stall off replacing her teeth until they didn't have to. How would they know? Gossip among nurses.

Dined on a lettuce and tomato sandwich and a can of Campbell's Chunky Vegetable-Beef Soup. I called Aunt Maria to tell her that Mother has left her $10,000. She replied that she doesn't need the money and doesn't want anything belonging to Mother. 

 

January 25, 1999

Still overcast, but rain has stopped. 

The Pope today asked Mexicans to protect human life and honor the church's teachings on abortion. Charles F. Storey of 195 Wilbraham Road is a dentist.  Edar Allen Poe - Once Upon a Midnight is at City Stage on February 3rd.

Mother's obituary appeared in the paper today. At 5 of 9 I stopped at Louis & Clark to buy postage, but they were out of one cent stamps and had no copies of the Union-News. I got three copies at the adjacent Sunoco convenience store Then I drove out to Goodwill and delivered a box of Mother's shoes to Patty. I reminded her that I'd really like any milk crates she comes across.

At 12:59 the doorbell rang twice and it was Eric from Merriam Graves to pick up the hospital equipment. I helped carry out a couple of pieces. At the same time, Barbara pulled up at the mailbox saying she was told this morning that Mother had died. She returned the books I lent her and I told her how much we had appreciated her service. 

I cancelled Mother's pension from Monarch by calling Overland Park and got Laura, who transferred me to Tammy, who told me she will need a death certificate. I told her those cost $8 each but I will be glad to send her a photocopy. She told me they will send out no more payments effective immediately.  

Mail was here around two with my MLA catalog and lots of other stuff.  I then called  Bell Atlantic to get rid of the rental telephone. Spoke to Ms. Bisbrow, who put me on hold and I wound up with Tony in Texas, who said I should call the Lease Equipment Department, which I did and then was transferred to Consumer Lease Service and then to Latasha in Florida. Her voicemail said, "Our system is down, please call back in half an hour...."

I did call back and ended up with Maria, a woman with a Latino accent in Miami. She told me I could return the phone to Mailboxes Etc. on North Main Street in East Longmeadow. So I took the phone over there and turned it in to the owner Nicole E. Kelly. On my way back I paused at Stop&Shop and bought some specials on soup. While there I ran into mayoral aide Candice Lopes and we exchanged greetings.

Joe of Byron's called and said he will proceed with engraving Mother's death date on her urn. Mrs. Penniman called and expressed her condolences. She shared a few anecdotes about Mother as she stressed how desirable it is to maintain one's sense of humor. She asked me to tell her if she can help in any way. 

Had Progresso Beef and Barley Soup for supper. Then I called Eamon and left a message telling him that Mother had died and her obituary is in the paper. I added, "Don't send flowers. Don't send money. Don't send anything!"  

An hour later Nader the Hatter called and told me that he had just got off the phone with "Commissioner O'Sullivan" who told him of Mother's death. The Hatter expressed his solemn condolences, but the rest of his call was quite cheerful and I hung up feeling refreshed. 

January 26, 1999

A lovely day.

I have started wearing my pink triangle earring. It will remain there permanently and it will be great fun to see how people respond to it. Now that Mother is gone I intend to be much more strict about wearing my uniform at all times without exception. 

An article by Catherine L. Aspy in the Reader's Digest says that women are not generally suited for combat because they are simply weaker than men and are unable to carry the necessary equipment into the war zone. So men and women are not equal after all?  

I first met future City Councilor Paul Mason when we were teens. He was a bright young fellow. I once competed with Wayne Budd in a public speaking contest held for American Education Week in 1952, I think. We got our picture in the paper together.

I cleared out some of the papers in the kitchen cabinet (mostly addresses, cards and receipts for many things) and came upon this dinner grace by Grandfather Miller:

Our Father, we beseech thee to give thy blessing on this food. Help us to receive it with thanksgiving and do thy will for Christ's sake. Amen. 

I also cleaned out the drawers in the living room and ended up putting out a full dumpster on the curb. The mail brought condolence cards from Yarber and Mrs. Staniski.  It also brought a letter from Eric Bachrach, Executive Director of The Community Music School of Springfield, thanking me for my financial donation. 

There has been a 2-1 stock split at IBM. Attorney Cava is now advertising on TV22. Listened to a little of the impeachment trial. General Wesley Clark, Supreme Commander of NATO, was on the Lehrer News Hour and he spoke very well. At one point he said it is time for Yugoslavia to "enjoy the wonderful prosperity of democracy." Is that his standard bullshit or does he mean it? 

Unknown called and when I picked up it was silent. Eamon called with condolences and offered to help in any way. I thanked him but said I don't like to impose on my friends. He said he always enjoyed talking to Mother and admired the way I cared for her until the end. 

Eamon then talked about the consultant Joe Napolitan, who started out as a sports writer for the Springfield papers. Eamon said Napolitan would never have had a political career without Larry O'Brien, who introduced him to Ted Kennedy and Tommy O'Connor.  Napolitan was well paid to advise Charlie Ryan in his 1995 campaign but was never around and Ryan ended up losing to Albano. 

Then Eamon recalled how his aunt Bridget Fitzgerald Johnson was a gung-ho supporter of "Danny Boy" Brunton and used to hold fundraisers for him featuring a local violinist and accordion player. She wanted Eamon to sing at these events but he refused because he was supporting Brunton's opponent O'Connor and was also a friend of Brunton critic Bill Putnam. She was furious when Eamon accepted a job in the O'Connor administration and wouldn't speak to him for years. But shortly before her death she apologized for having ostracized him over their political differences.   

We also talked about how David Starr is changing his role at the paper and becoming its president. Eamon said he never heard of a paper having a president and we both couldn't imagine what a president of a newspaper is supposed to do. 

Eamon then told me about the time that Councilor Vincent DiMonaco was having lunch at The Fort with Starr and Arnold Friedman when Eamon's name came up, causing Starr to state, "Ed Sullivan is bad for Springfield." DiMonaco then asked, "Have you guys ever met him?" They replied that they had not. DiMonaco then told them, "Eddie Sullivan knows more about Springfield than the two of you combined. You should have met with him on the first day you arrived in the city!"

Later DiMonaco called Eamon and told him what had transpired. He asked Eamon if he would be willing to meet with Starr and Friedman at The Fort for lunch. Eamon said sure and even offered to pay for everyone's food and drinks. DiMonaco relayed the invitation and although Friedman agreed to attend, the lunch ended up being cancelled when Starr angrily declared, "I want absolutely nothing to do with him!"

January 27, 1999

Nice day. 

Of the 15,000 volumes in my library, there are several dozen of which there are only one or two copies in existence. A special feature of my collections is this meticulously detailed diary. It will be a source of immense interest to students of this historical period in which so much has been covered up and omitted from the local records. 

Trash went okay. Around 10am I drove down to Breckwood and bought gas for 91 cents per gallon at Sunoco. Then I drove up to the Holyoke Mall at Ingleside to visit Barnes & Noble. It is big and beautiful, everything a bookstore should be except no used books. This absence disgusted me to the point that I refused to buy anything. 

They had easy chairs all around, and a restaurant where everything is outrageously over priced. Public restrooms are on the second floor. There was a rack of newspapers from all over, mostly just one copy. None from Vermont. 

I spent two hours looking down every aisle in the store. No cases devoted to law books. Quite a bit of poetry, Shakespeare, some gay and lesbian stuff, foreign languages and a splendid children's department. It is shameful that Barnes & Noble is not located in downtown Springfield and a sign of how far Springfield has fallen that even Holyoke has a better bookstore. I would say that the Ingleside Mall has been the death of downtown Holyoke and has damaged the Springfield downtown as well.  

I stopped in at Men's Wearhouse and it's just another fancy men's clothing store. I was wearing my uniform of an earring, chain collar and biker jacket. I asked the clerk if they had any leather pants and she politely said no but told me that Wilson's does. Checked out Pier 1 and it is finer than we ever had on Boston Road. Also looked in on Bed & Bath.

Then I went to COMPUSA, where they had a sale on space beanies, so I bought a green and white one for my doll Floppy. I'd never buy such a thing for myself. From Holyoke I drove down the mountain to Route 5, where I was dismayed by how much of what was once beautiful farmland has been replaced by commercial development. It is not picturesque development either, they have ruined the area. 

In West Springfield I paused at Dick's but simply did a walk through. Then over to Burger King where I succumbed to a Great American Burger for $4.49 plus tax. It was simply too much of a burger and I won't buy one again. Then home around 3pm.

Patricia Collins, who used to work for Johnson's Bookstore, was on TV leading a rally in front of First Church for abortion rights. Also in the news, Caldor's is closing and the Agawam cops voted no-confidence in their police chief. 

Unknown called.   

January 29, 1999

Overcast, snow and drizzle.

No word on Mother's urn or cremains.  Friendly's stock is up.

Reading some of the books I recently bought, including the book on Buddhism I paid $75 for. I didn't know that Buddhism and Hinduism are so closely related. 

Spent five hours today sorting through Mother's papers and throwing away her old prescriptions and medical supplies. While cleaning I came across a Shawmut First Bank and Trust Company check written by Father in February 1984. I also came upon a receipt dated February 10, 1986 from Dr. Mark Radzicki of Forest Park Medical Associates across from the park entrance. He has recently been in trouble for misprescribing addictive drugs. Mother was his patient until around 1991. 

I called Central High today after I saw a notice in the paper that the School Department is destroying a lot of their old records. I asked if I could get a copy of my transcripts. Dorothy told me she'd have to go into another room to check if they still have them. She returned and told me they do and I could come and get them anytime for a two dollar copying fee.  

I drove to Louis & Clark to put out mail and then swung by Central and got my transcript from the very conscientious and helpful Dorothy. She also gave me a copy of their school handbook, which I will edit for errors. The transcript was accurate, but not the same as the one I received years ago which included certain advanced courses I took and Rodeheaver's recommendation. 

Next I headed to the Springdale Mall where J. Crew was having a sale in where T.J. Maxx was. I looked at their shoes, and some of them were quite nice, but I bought nothing. Then over to Stop&Shop, where I bought a chicken for $4.99. They were $6.99 at Big Y earlier this week.  I also bought a bottle of a new Coke product called Citra, which has grapefruit in it. It tastes a lot like Sprite.

When I got back I cooked up a Sara Lee blueberry pie. For lunch I had two lettuce and tomato sandwiches. I ate too much yesterday by buying that ridiculously large American Burger at Burger King

Five condolence cards came in the mail today, including one from Arlene Morton. Also received a letter from Christopher Kelly at Oxford University Press declining to publish my book of poems.

Called Aunt Maria, who said she did not feel up to sending any Christmas cards this year. She told me she has decided to be buried with her husband George in Feeding Hills. Good. There had been talk of putting her in the Wilson lot in Fairview. She talked about Uncle George a bit, regretting that he died in his early 60's and never got to do all the things he had planned for retirement. My Uncle George was a good guy.

Got another voiceless call from Unknown, took the phone off the hook.

January 31, 1999

23 degrees and sunny at 7:30am. 

Life is a story of which we never get to see the ending, and it is not necessarily a happy one. 

Mother's obituary as it appeared in the Union-News

SPRINGFIELD - Blanche E. (Wilson) Miller, 92, of the 16 Acres section, died last Saturday at home. She was a waitress in her youth at Springfield's Colony Club. She also worked at Birnies Paper Co. and was a registrar in the claims department of Monarch Life Insurance. She was a sales associate at the former Forbes & Wallace at Eastfield Mall and served as an enumerator on the 1960, 1970 and 1980 censuses. 

Born in Lympus, Vermont, she was educated at Whitcomb High School and the former Bay Path Institute. She was a descendant of some of the founders of Springfield and Longmeadow. She was a member of the Daughters of the American Revolution and belonged to the Tuesday Morning Music Club. She was very active in the Methodist Church throughout her life.

Her husband of 53 years, John W. Miller Jr. died in 1986. She leaves a son, J. Wesley Miller, with whom she lived, and a sister, Maria Giroux of the Feeding Hills section of Agawam. The funeral and burial will be private. Byron's Funeral Home in Springfield is in charge. 

At 9:27am I drove to Breckwood to make copies of the obituary and put out the mail. I ran into Professor Bradley and we exchanged greetings. He said he is on sabbatical from WNEC. Then over to Angelo's, where I got tomatoes, lettuce, brussel sprouts and a lot of clementines. Then over to the Salvation Army on Boston Road, which was well stocked but I bought nothing. 

Reading more about the Borobudur Temple. While eating a $1.95 Freezer Queen Pot Roast Dinner, I started proofreading the Central High Student Handbook. It is full of bad English of various sorts. Today I also ate a couple pieces of pie and a lettuce, tomato and onion sandwich.

Friendly's stock is at 6.13. Cleaned a little in the basement and threw away some worthless hair products belonging to Mother.  The mail came at noon and included the "Babe the Blue Ox" plush doll I had hoped to have for Mother by Christmas. I also received my Chamber of Commerce Rolodex (plastic, no less) and a letter from Health New England saying Mother's coverage ends as of tomorrow.

I got a letter from the gas company saying that the average heating system lasts less than twenty years and suggesting I get a new one. I called them and got Colleen and told her that our system is over 45 years old and working fine. I told her my Aunt was all electric for decades and switched to gas two years ago and her system failed last month. I suggested that maybe it was the lousy gas heater that was to blame. Colleen listened politely but did nothing to prolong the conversation as she thanked me for calling and hung up. 

I called the newspaper and cancelled their Sunday edition. I'm looking for ways to save money and I expect to find them. Called Leonard Collamore and told him I would give him my extra copy of The Legacy of Christopher Columbus (1949) which I bought for $17. He thanked me for "a wonderful addition to my collection."

Eamon called and apologized for not sending me a Christmas card this year. I told him the wonderful fruitcake he sent me was more than enough. Eamon noted that this is the first year he did not receive a crazy Christmas card from Doyle the Twig Painter.

Eamon says a friend of his told him that the courthouse downtown has a poor ventilation system resulting in unhealthy air that has made some people sick. Eamon also told me about a letter he received from Rep. Henry Hyde of Illinois, thanking him for the Irish blessing Eamon sent him and describing Eamon as "a true patriot." 

We discussed the article in the paper today saying that Springfield's population is declining. Eamon claims people are leaving because of bad schools, declining property values, a high tax rate and a population that is now only 70% white. Eamon described Mayor Albano as "bent over with stupidity." 

I read him this excerpt from PHH MarketWatch, a real estate publication out of Connecticut, that had this to say about Springfield - 

There is still no end in sight to the decay of the city of Springfield, where downtown property is estimated to be losing 2% of its value PER MONTH. Businesses and residents are fleeing to the suburbs, driven by widely reported violence in the schools and scarce job opportunities. 

Foreclosures are up more than 20% in Hampden County from this time last year and the tide of bank owned biddings shows no signs of ebbing. The suburbs are stronger than the city, and some (notably Wilbraham) are expected to see some minimal appreciation this year.

 

3/28/17

January 2000

January 1, 2000
 



27 degrees at 7:45am. The cold weather is still here, damned overcast, the sun crying to come out. 

Dined on broccoli and lasagna. Called the nursing home yesterday and got Debbie who said Aunt Maria is "just fine" and there are no plans for her to come home until "she has a talk with her physician." She said ladies come regularly to visit her and Aunt Maria told the staff that she wants nothing more than to live to see the millennium. I watched TV last night and TV22 was celebrating the Grand Opening of their new station. Judy Matt was shown at Court Square, where there were already 800 people gathered by 6:30pm. I went to bed at 11:30 and that was it.

I waved to Michael today over the hedge, but didn't call anyone to wish them a Happy New Year. Eamon called me and said he spoke with ten people today and six of them had colds. He complained that they're saying it will take three weeks to fix the hole in Main Street in front of Tilly's. He said in NYC a main installed in 1894 burst at the corner of 93rd and 2nd and it was fixed in a day. He says it's tough to get people to do things right. Eamon said his sister Kathleen had a wonderful New Year's at Chez Josef for $100, dancing to a big band with a continental breakfast served at midnight. Candice Lopes called reminding me that I got an invitation to Albano's inauguration tomorrow. I thanked her saying I'll try to come.

Went to McDonald's for hotcakes, no sausage. No Valley Advocates at Louis & Clark so I drove downtown and got an Advocate out of a newsbox and bought a Union-News out of a box in front of the post office. Richard Garvey is gone from the paper's masthead, although he and Fran Gagnon were cited in their millennium coverage as local experts on the history of the valley in the last century. Downtown was pretty much deserted. I walked around Court Square and found a little confetti on the ground and got the millennium program from First Church out of a trash can, then home.

January 3, 2000

Heavily overcast all day, 50 degrees at 10:40am.

The news said that as the Millennium begins there are 35 wars in progress around the world. In the 50's and 60's we were told that technology would make it possible for a shorter work week, but the opposite has happened with workers now required to work mandatory overtime as Americans work more hours than any other country on Earth. Technology makes life more competitive as everyone struggles to keep up.

Kelly still has her green backyard lights up. I have put the sample of millennium graffiti I got off the ground in Court Square on New Year's Day in a tiny baggy to preserve for historical purposes. They successfully suckered me into going to the pre-Inaugural event at First Church, but not Mayor Albano's inauguration itself. I wore my purple outfit with bondage collar with two big queer buttons attached to my crotch area, a real innovation, but nobody said anything. Went downtown and parked on Salem. The porn shop told me they sell six or seven copies of Leatherman magazine each month.

I arrived at First Church just as the service was starting. The guy at the door said it was not a public event, but I pulled out my invitation and that took care of that. There were around fifty people present, it looked like all the Albano people were there. Candice Lopes spoke and a group from the Golden Agers sang. The sermon was about wisdom. Ms. Van Orter engaged me in conversation briefly, I also congratulated Loesch on his sermon and he was very cordial. The breakfast was disappointing, no eggs or meat, just danish, muffins, bagels, fruit juice, coffee, grapes, berries and sliced melons. As I left by the back door I saw Peter Picknelly talking with his real estate man. I waved to him and he grunted as I walked out. Lots of buses with school children in them were arriving for the inauguration. I waved to Albano himself as he walked towards the auditorium.

The mail arrived late. Called Nader the Hatter and left a message telling him I have a present for him. Called Tom Devine who told me that housing values have gone down on Breckwood Boulevard. Talked with Stacia who said the assessor came by and pointed to all the problems with the house. She said her house dates back to 1790, but her father jacked the house up and rebuilt the foundation in 1925. She also said she saw a movie recently at the Academy of Music in Northampton and remarked how that city is so nice "while downtown Springfield has nothing." I told her TV22 had a story about Gary Goss of Northampton, who takes damaged classic film posters and restores them back to good as new.

Eamon called and complained it took him over twenty minutes to place an order for paper with Staples. Eamon told me that School Committee chair K. Shea has passed out this year's committee assignments. Tom Ashe got an inconsequential appointment but Jose Tosado is on the Superintendent Evaluation Committee. Eamon says Tosado has spoken of putting pressure on principals to improve performance but never is critical of Negroni.

Eamon was also intrigued to see a sidebar in the paper claiming that the New York Times stated that Dr. Negroni is under consideration for Chancellor of the New York City Schools. Eamon said he recalled hearing a similar claim years ago, so he decided to get to the bottom of it by making some calls. He called Dr. William Thompson of the Board of Education who said that Negroni is not under consideration. "No truth to it all, sir," he said. Later he spoke to Ralph Blumenthal at the New York Times who declared, "We printed no such thing!" He tried to call Wayne Phaneuf at the Union-News but couldn't get past his secretary.

January 5, 2000

Raw, 42 degrees and sunny at 7:30am.

The Dow took a dive yesterday, but has recovered today. City Stage is putting on Lost Highway: The Music and Legend of Hank Williams thru January 23rd. I have read quite a lot of books in the past year, filling in gaps in my education in many areas. The more libraries there are the more librarians to get into mischief and do things like throwing away books. Xerox has fired 40 employees for surfing the internet on company time. This complies with The Miller Glitch Thesis: Employees often purposely slow down their rate of work in order to ensure there will always be enough work for themselves and their co-workers to do.

Today I went to visit the urologist Dr. Mostafavi. I arrived around 2pm yet had to wait about an hour to see him. They wanted $100 up front, then took a urine sample. The Doctor is a personable young fellow with a degree from Tufts. He said that if I want him to do a biopsy it will cost $750, so I told him that doctoring must be a profitable business. He said he felt nothing wrong and that prostate cancer grows slowly, so there's probably no need for a biopsy this time.

On the way back I stopped at Bickford's on Boston Road for liver and onions ($6.54). Almost stopped at the Boston Road McDonald's for their two Big Macs for $2 special, but with my weight at 197 that would not be good. I also went to Freihofer's and then to Stop&Shop, after which I withdrew $2,500 from the Bank of Western Mass. I drove over to Hillcrest Cemetery and went into their office. They have, I think rather inappropriately, a model train that chugs along a track hung from the ceiling around the office and out into the waiting area. It's cute but makes a noise with is irritating. I didn't complain but asked Director Len Bergeron about it and he said it was donated by "a lot owner."

We walked over to the mausoleum and he said they had enough space for many years before it was full. He also told me there are 25 bells in the carillon and the temperature in the mausoleum never goes above 70 degrees. He said to have my name engraved on the vault would cost about $1600. When I suggested that seemed expensive, he said many people don't have it done because they prefer the privacy. For my $2,000 plus another $300 in fees, I got my "Right of Entombment" certificate. Before going home I swung by Louis & Clark to put out the mail.

My Blackstone rare law books came from Jordon Luttrell came today in a white box and were in nice condition. Received a pretty note of thanks from Terry DeRiso Barton thanking me for remembering her in the matter of McCreach. I called St. Francis and was told the Bishop will have a prayer breakfast after Mass tomorrow. Not sure if I will go, my cold has not gone away.

Chatted with Eamon, who told me he ordered some checks but they came through with his named spelled without the O in O'Sullivan. Nobody can get anything right. Eamon also recalled his friend Larry Humphries who worked in Reichart's framing shop. He was an expert on dance and other artsy things and was a good friend of David Starr. Eamon says he listened to Albano's mayoral address on TV and was disgusted when the Mayor mentioned the city's bond rating without stating that it is currently just above junk bond rating. Eamon spoke again with Blumenthal at the New York Times who told him that when Negroni left NYC for Springfield "they were glad to get rid of him."

January 7, 2000


Overcast and 34 degrees this morning at 8:45am. 

I recall the time that Professor Porter from Harvard Business spoke at the Municipal Auditorium and Mayor Albano was, alas, unwilling to stay and listen to his comments. Serious academics have trouble getting serious respect in Springfield because the people running this city are more engaged in a search for flunkies to do their bidding than in looking for solutions. At least Albano passed through the auditorium when Porter spoke, but I did not see David Starr or Peter Picknelly. 

The General Edwards Bridge is now finished and open. Saturday I read a third of Law Quibbles (1724) and found it a practical guide to the law rather than an expose of dishonesty by law professionals. I plan to copy some of my rare books so I can put them away for safekeeping and will only use the copies. WFCR this morning played Mozart's Concerto #7 in F (1776).

Decided not to go hear the Bishop although I would have liked to. The reality is my cold is still here, although I took some medicine last night. Bank President Thomas Burton of Hampden has sent me a letter saying he is closing my account due to my "loud, rude and offensive behavior" that was "simply not appropriate for the situation." I will respond in due time.

Found the Union-News Extra by the mailbox.  I drove out to Fancy That and the lady told me she has just gotten over a cold. Then to the porn shop and got the two most recent issues of Leatherman. I didn't know that one had my letter in it until I got home because the magazines were sealed in a plastic bag.
My letter advising that motorcycle jackets for school uniforms has appeared in International Leatherman Magazine Issue #27 page 21. How wonderful, now I have been published in a queer leathersex magazine.

Then to Stop&Shop where I got a lot of soup plus milk, bread, prune juice, oranges, butter and a few things for which I was charged $25.24. I told the checkout clerk as I left that the correct price should have been $25.25. When I got back I saw that Houser Buick had called from 781-0419. Later Nader the Hatter called and said his father has been diagnosed with Alzheimer's. Nader is leaving on Friday to close on a condo he's buying in Florida. 

Eamon called and said his sister has the flu, apparently the flu shot she got is not working. Eamon was grumbling about a letter in the paper from J. David Keaney, a staff assistant to Congressman Neal, urging that the rebuilt Armory Street School be named after Eddie Boland. The letter identifies Keaney as living in Springfield, but Eamon heard he has a $400,000 condo in West Springfield in Windpath by the golf course. I said they probably want to name Armory after Boland so that the new courthouse can be named after Neal.

In another example of nobody getting anything right, Eamon mail ordered a sweater and the size he got is too big. John Silber recently sent Eamon a letter praising Eamon for his "brilliant analysis of Springfield's educational challenges." President Silber also told him that nothing can be done about cheating on state tests or the false attendance figures in Springfield unless some courageous teachers and administrators "stand up publicly." Silber said they need signed affidavits from eyewitnesses to the cheating "otherwise it's just gossip."

January 9, 2000

36 degrees and overcast at 9am.

On the last meeting where I was President of the Student Government at Colby in 1963, I gave everyone who served with me a certificate of thanks for everything they had done. I was surprised when Bob Gula came up later and gave me a thank you certificate from the Student Government. Realtor James C. Brody had an office at 31 Elm Street in 1961.

NBC News says that the true millennial bug is influenza. My cold is slowly subsiding, but it is still preventing me from performing as I'd like to. The mail didn't get here until 1pm and included the electric bill. Most of the day I spent writing belated Christmas letters to the people I didn't have a chance to write to earlier. Drove over to the McDonald's on Allen for hotcakes around 9am. Read the paper there, which had an editorial supporting naming Armory Street School after Congressman Boland.

I had a slice of ham as my main meal. E.R. Trumble called looking for Paul Caron. When I told her she had the wrong number she replied, "I'm sorry to have bothered you." I called the Springfield Newspapers and was told by the receptionist that Howard Datus was in charge of the Cries & Whispers column, but I ended up talking to George Chapman and left an anonymous tip that J. Wesley Miller of Springfield had a letter published in Leatherman magazine. Chapman said he would pass it on at the daily "editorial meeting." Called Tom Devine several times but didn't reach him until 8:29pm. Tom asked if I had received a Christmas card from Doyle the Twig Painter and I replied, "No, I must have scared him off!"

Eamon called and said Officer Spellacy told him that it is futile to try to drive Negroni out because he has the political support to stay as long as he wants. Eamon wants to get copies of the attendance records in Springfield and show them to the state. Eamon accused today's educators of trying to dismiss cheating on state tests by calling it "co-operative learning." We both agreed that Springfield's schools have "passed the point of no return." Eamon also recalled how the woman who did the payroll at the Department of Education told him once that the higher ups at the Department were "deathly afraid of me" and that is why they kept giving him assignments "out in no-man's land."

January 11, 2000


Overcast, 40 degrees at 7:30am.

I can think of no lawyer I would like to see nominated to the State Supreme Court more than John M. Thompson. I loved his celebrated Sacramental Use of Marijuana Defense even if it didn't prevail. A commercial on TV22 showed a lot of punk youths saying, "It's time we were judged by what we do, not by how we look." Excellent. 

As a child I had a slingshot with a light pastel green handle and a sling of red rawhide. Finally changed my calendars today. I drove out at 9:45am, made copies, then dropped off a copy of my Leatherman letter at Devine's. From there I bought some coleslaw and a muskmelon at Angelo's, before heading over to Eamon's. The house at 922 Carew Street opposite Nottingham, which had its cement wall damaged, has now been fixed. Eamon has a large Year 2000 pennant hanging out front. He said he is starting to come down with a cold that he thinks he got from his sister's husband. He told me he is going to give up his real estate broker license because he doesn't want to meet the new re-licensing requirements. Eamon said Feinstein Leather still has no heat, so generous soul Eamon got two portable heaters from his attic and brought them down to them. Feinstein told him later that when he turned both of them on at once it blew a fuse.

I went up to Elms College but found nobody on the third floor of the former library, so I left my stuff with Jenna in the Academic Dean's Office. Then I went to the Polish National Credit Union and walking around Chicopee I thought what a nice downtown they have, although everyone I saw was white. On the way back I stopped at the Burger King by Springfield Plaza and bought two Whoppers for two dollars. Springfield Plaza is starting to look tacky with overflowing dumpsters and flocks of seagulls in the parking lot.

Next I went downtown to the Quadrangle, where the guy who used to run the Forest Park branch helped me find a book. I saw McLain walking around. Then I crossed the street to deliver a copy of my Leatherman letter to Dr. Negroni, who was sitting in his office chatting with Committeeman Kenneth Shea. I handed Negroni the letter and he said, "Thanks, Wesley" as I departed. The medallion in the pavement in front of the Campanile is not as sturdy as it looks and needs a new foundation.

The mail came at 1:25pm. Dined on corn chowder, hot dogs and fruit. Called Mrs. Staniski, who said she went to lunch with her daughter Carol, whose birthday is this weekend. I told her if she needs anything feel free to call. Called Hurwitz and left word with his wife about the Back to Main Street article in the Regional Review and told her how to get a free subscription. She was most grateful. Called the nursing home and got Debbie who told me Aunt Maria is in Room 115 and "she's doing fine." Her mind is good and she is pleased to have survived until the millennium. She's not complaining, has regular visitors and hasn't mentioned wanting to go home.

January 12, 2000

Sunny and 40 degrees at 7:45am. Gas is $1.29 at Watershops Pond.

I went out on errands at 9:30am. They are putting up a frame (pre-fab, I think) for a new two story colonial at the eastern corner of Arliss and Wilbraham Road. One day the floor was going in, now today they are working on the second floor. I deposited $500 cash at Albank at 9:50am. A woman in line told me her daughter had just come down with the flu. 10:05am I arrived at the Wilbraham Town Office, where they are putting a new roof on. A lady told me the old roof has been on over 25 years. They are also fixing the air vent over the Collector's Office.

Went to the Assessor's and got abatement forms and then spoke with J. Pearsall the Town Planner. We talked about my wanting to get rid of my Wilbraham property. I told him about the damage Fernbank suffered in the hurricane of 1958. From there I drove to Fernbank itself and found everything secure, although some leaves need to be removed from the roof. At the Wilbraham Post Office I put out my tax payments and lots of other mail. I arrived at the Eastfield Mall at 11:15am and dined on 39 cent McDonald's burgers and a small order of fries. I left Eastfield at 11:45am and stopped by Angelo's at 11:55am but bought nothing.

At 12:09pm I arrived downtown and parked on Salem Street. I walked down the hill to the Census Office where Cindy in charge of recruiting took my photocopies of the relevant documents. She asked when I was last employed by the census and I said 1990. She said she will put the material in my file and then Dave, a big, fat, tall man showed me out. I saw no minorities working in the Census Office. Tilly's is open again and the area around it has been made into a kind of courtyard. I stumbled upon a "Black Cat Found" poster, I've seem many lost pets signs but never one that thanked the public for looking for it. On the way back I paused at A.I.C. to research Blackstone and his poem.

Home at 1:15pm. The mail came at 1:25pm. The title certificate for the car arrived so I can forget about that. No phone calls from Eamon today, he must be sick. I called and left an encouraging get well message on his tape. Eamon's current phone editorial is critical of Robert McCollum, saying he has no expertise for heading the School Building Committee and "should have the decency to declare himself unqualified and resign." There is a wonderful story in the Valley Advocate by Maureen Turner this week on how Mayor Albano let the cable company screw the city, and how cable endowment funds are being channeled through a dummy corporation headed by Gary Shepard to funnel money to the stadium project.

January 13, 2000

36 degrees at 8am.

Got up shortly after 7am and it was snowing steadily. WFCR predicted 4-8 inches and claimed it has been 303 days since we last had snow. WFCR also played Mozart's 13 Piano Concerto and reported that a third of the nation will be Hispanic by 2100. There are simply too many people. All Things Considered had a feature on Governor Gary Johnson of New Mexico, who wants to legalize most drugs. I immediately sent him a note praising his efforts.

There was also a wonderful story about a Jewish philanthropist who is putting up $70 million so that Jewish youths can get a free ten day visit to Israel. I think it is good for Jewish youth to connect with their history and heritage. TV22 showed the Grand Opening of the U.S. Census Office in Springfield, saying they need workers and flashing a number on the screen. 

Maureen Turner wrote a story of immense importance in this week's Valley Advocate entitled, "How Mike Albano Sacrificed his City's Cable Contract to Bankroll a Baseball Pipe Dream." Turner's piece taught me many things I did not know.

The mail came at 1:30pm, but no books were delivered. I pushed the thermostat up to 65 degrees and made a hamburg and spaghetti casserole. Spent much of the day going over the Frank Wilson papers. I found a delightful receipt for five dollars of hay signed by a Kinley Cox of Bethel in 1929. That's a hick first name you never hear anymore. Unfortunately, the bulk of letters between Grandpa Wilson and his family were last seen twenty years ago in a rucksack in Aunt Maria's attic, but no one can find them now.

My oil tank is 3/8ths full. Chatted with Kathy at Who's Who. She was in New Providence, New Jersey and told me they only got a dusting of snow before it turned to rain. A friendly young woman, she said they will send me my Certificate of Inclusion next week. I also informed her that the message on their answering machine is too informal for Who's Who and she may tell her bosses I said so. I had a nice chat with Kim at the McDuffie School around 11:15. She clarified that the correct term is "Head of School" not Headmaster as in the Union-News headline "MacDuffie installs new Headmaster." Kim said, "The newspaper got it wrong" (her very words). I urged her to have a nice day and she said something cheerful in reply. The current Head is Kathryn P. Gibson.

Not a peep out of Eamon, so I called in order to leave him another encouraging get well message on his tape. However, Eamon suddenly picked up and said he is feeling much better. According to Eamon, Moody's has just upgraded the bond rating of Massachusetts, that's the state's rating, not Springfield's. Eamon said he just got off the phone with Charlie Ryan and they had a long discussion about Mo Turner's stadium article in the Advocate. Charlie said he would alert someone about getting the story more coverage, maybe Bunny Riedel.

January 16, 2000


27 degrees at 10:30am. Gas is $1.31 at Breckwood.

Alan Greenspan says interest rates will be going up soon. Father went to the re-union of his graduating class from the University of Vermont in 1978. Father completed his Real Estate course at WNEC in 1979. Kelley had the green xmas lights on her backyard tree on last night. I like Progresso's Beef Barley Soup.

Heard Mozart's Piano Concerto 14 at 9:30am. We ended up with three inches of fluffy white snow yesterday. My cold hasn't gone away yet, and may have gotten worse from shoveling snow. I've been sick and mostly staying home these past days working on the Wilson papers. I am compiling a wonderful collection of Bethel business letterheads and throwing away the duplicates. Also getting a lot of great old postal stamps off the envelopes.

I did venture out to Woronoco Savings at the Big Y to transfer my certificate with them, which started at $30,000 and has grown to $43,000. I was waited on by a young, friendly Lebanese woman named Magda Colen, who said she just got over a cold she'd been fighting for two weeks. Dined on warmed over fish and chips with canned fruit. The mail bringing me some new books arrived at 11:00am. Gov. Gary Johnson sent me a thank you letter for my writing to him to praise his desire to legalize drugs. I included in my letter a tear sheet from the Valley Advocate on the drug war which was enhanced by my "Wear Orange...." stamp. 




January 19, 2000

A real nice day, 13 degrees at 7:45am.

I agree that South Carolina should take down their Confederate flag. It should disappear throughout the South, they were licked and that's it. Years ago I said the human race will die of boredom. On WFCR this morning they said that the Immigration and Naturalization Service is having trouble retaining officers because the work is so boring. If you train an army your have to find a war or the boys will get bored.

I was surprised to hear on WFCR an advertisement for Western New England College. Julia A. Cyr is a branch manager for Woronoco Savings Bank. George F. McGrath was Clerk of the United States District Court for the District of Massachusetts in 1984. Grandmother and Grandfather Wilson both worked for the Massachusetts School for the Feeble Minded in Waltham, Mass in 1905.

I drove to Louis & Clark to mail my payment to Hillcrest. Then I went to the Eastfield Mall, where I was given a complementary turkey baster. The lady kindly asked, "What do you really want?" I told her the pizza cutter and she grabbed it and handed it to me. I thanked her, then bought some cough syrup at CVS and had burgers at the food court McDonald's.

Then over to Lowe's Hardware Store, which has a hiring sign out front. I politely told the young black woman behind the counter that I filled out an application and never heard from them. She said they had received over 3,700 applications and couldn't respond to all of them. I told her I was told I would hear something and warned her that I can be a troublemmaker when I'm wronged. She called over a stocky guy in jeans who identified himself as the Hiring Supervisor. I told him my complaint and suggested I be given a $5 gift certificate in compensation. He just stared at me without speaking so I turned around and left. 3,700 applications? Unemployment must be high around here!

Paused at Angelo's on the way home, but bought nothing. Bob Rankin called from Northeast Utilities to invite me to a public event, but I told him I have a cold and cannot go. We had a friendly enough chat, but I did ask him to convey to management that I don't approve of destroying meter box seals and they should show more respect for the environment. The news says both lanes on Main Street should be open by the end of the week. The cold weather has caused a pipe to burst in the Civic Center parking garage, resulting in a flood. There was also a story on drug problems in the Longmeadow schools.

Eamon's latest phone editorial thanks "the Valley Advocate's Maureen Turner for smoking out Mayor Albano's lying about junk bonds and siphoning funds to the stadium project." He concludes by condemning the Springfield Newspapers for failing to inform the public and expressed gratitude that "the Valley Advocate is up to the task." At the end of the message, Eamon picked up and told me that his friends at Finestein Leather all have colds. We discussed the black eye WNEC has recived in the matter of David Levinstein and also agreed that Stop&Shop is wrong never to put salad ingredients on it's day old counter. Eamon has discovered that Hartford has 410 police officers and Springfield has 602. There has been three murders in Springfield so far this year, and Eamon's cop friend Spellacy told him that certain sections of the city are "a disaster area" when it comes to crime.

January 21, 2000

Light snow starting at 9:15am.

The quality of life has steadily deteriorated in the last 100 years. Advances in technology have, ironically, often contributed to the deterioration in the quality of life. Less living space per person, less green space and fresh air, less solitude, less personal style (ornament, eccentricity), more noise, congestion, pressure, more fear of bombs, brutal war, violence, more standardization and regimentation, collapse of values and few positive role models.

The Association of College and Universities meets today. A WFCR story said that comic book collection peaked in the mid 90's. The new medium for comics is online. Peter Picknelly was on insisting that he wants more co-operation from the city on development projects he has in mind for Union Station. There was also a story about how Friendly's is losing a lot of money and is selling restaurants to managers who want to run them as franchises. I suspect they had to practically give them away. My Colby acquaintance and pollster Peter Hart was on NBC News this evening interviewing Gary Hart. I haven't seen Hart on TV in years.

Kelly has the green lights on her tree tonight. Mail was here early and included two books from Hamilton and my Who's Who certificate. Didn't go out much. First thing at 8am a woman in a light blue sedan got out and hung the Union-News Extra on my mailbox handle and then drove off. Absurd to be engaged in such labor on such a cold morning. At 9:30am I drove over to Louis & Clark and got the new Valley Advocate. On the way to get salad ingredients at Angelo's, I noticed that the green house next to Tom Devine at 112 Breckwood is for sale by Landry's Longmeadow office. Down to the Big Y I bought fish and chips and things to drink. I ran into Mr. Anzalotti, all bundled up, he took off a glove and we shook hands. He is always an impeccably polite, very fine Italian.

Aunt Maria has the flu. The Frank Wilson papers came from a trunk that had long been stored in Aunt Maria's attic but Mother got it in the 1960's. I called Gary Shepard and left this message with Mary Ann. "We are not friends, but I whole heartedly support your efforts to get Picknelly onboard for Union Station. Best wishes to you, J. Wesley Miller." She was very careful to write down my message exactly.

I called Longmeadow's Landry-Lyons about 112 Breckwood. Roberta said it's a "handy-man special" priced at $59,000. I then called Devine, but his mother said Tom was not in, so I asked her about the house next door and she said it appears to be already sold to somebody in Longmeadow. She said the house "is a mess" and the buyer's daughter intends to fix it up and resell it. Michael J. Day called and asked, "Is this Dr. Reich's office?" I called Eamon but he didn't call back.

January 23, 2000


Chilly but sunny, 17 degrees on the breezeway at noon.

This is the first anniversary of Mother's death. I got a pretty card for the occasion from Mrs. Staniski.

So many books are being written about things that would be better said in an article. You don't need a book when a Reader's Digest type article can say it as well. A survey shows that most high school seniors find their last year to be a bore. I felt that way about my last year of law school. There's been a fire in a 90 year dorm at Heidelberg College. A break in a water main in German Gerena School has caused some flooding. In 1959 I won The Boston Globe Massachusetts Science Fair Award. Margaret Seitelman, Executive Director of American Mensa, accepted me as member in 1978. 

I have a collection of Springfield numismatic history. I was so angry with Mayor Richard Neal for striking the 1986 350th medal in a limited edition that I wrote him a letter criticizing him for not making it available for public purchase. I'll always wonder whether Neal has any socked away in his safety deposit box. Springfield's new Millennium Medal for $10 is a beautiful item and a splendid value. In a few years they will be worth at least $25.

I went over items in the drawer of the drop leaf table in the parlor. In going over the Frank Martin Wilson estate, I found some items I recognized as having been typed on the old Smith typewriter that is still around here somewhere. I used to do my school papers at Homer Street and Buckingham using it. Even during the Depression when wages were low, Mother tried to make life better for her father by buying him a stove from Sears & Roebuck in 1932. I remember we had it in storage on Crest Street and it had green and cream colors.

Kelly has had her green lights on every night into the wee hours. It actually looks very nice. For breakfast I had creamed beef on toast with a fruit cocktail. The big sales at the Expo currently featuring electronic stuff, jeans, leather jackets, etc. used to be held at the Civic Center. The mail was not here until after 2pm, included was Hillcrest Park Cemetery Association material and a letter from Mrs. Smith's insurance saying I get $225.

Raymond Macari called looking for Storrowtown. I called Barnes & Noble, who told me they don't have Damn the Torpedoes, so I called Edwards where I was told they would order it for $20. Then I called Aunt Maria's nursing home and got a cooperative Jean. Aunt Maria is doing well and had no visitors today. She knows what is going on pretty much, although she does have periods of confusion. She walks around and goes to eat in the dining room where she seems to like to mingle with others. I asked if she talks about going home and Jean replied, "She does at times, yes."

I called Tom Devine before the news and told him about the Ayn Rand book. I also told Tom that this year's Baystate Objectivist prizewinners had some strange picks and omissions (no York, no Turner). He said he left Turner and Yorke out of his prizewinners because they were mentioned in other categories and have won so often in the past. Tom claimed that Mo Turner was "shocked and repelled" by my Leatherman essay, stating that Turner thought I "would never write anything like that." I asked Tom about Al Giordano and he said Al no longer lives in the United States. He described Al as "always looking for a revolution and he finally found one in southern Mexico." Giordano is also doing a monthly column for the Boston Phoenix.

Eamon called and said he thinks Gary Shepard is a bagman who collects money for Albano. In fact, Eamon believes Albano has several such people. Eamon now has all the information he needs on that poem he likes so much The Guy in the Glass by Peter Dale Winbrow, who was a Florida publisher. It was copyrighted in 1934. Eamon's friend Eddie Berland of Hilltop Motors is the person who alerted him to the poem.

When you get what you want in your struggle for self
And the world makes you king for a day
Just go to the mirror and look at yourself
And see what that man has to say.

For it isn’t your father, or mother, or wife
Whose judgment upon you must pass
The fellow whose verdict counts most in your life
Is the one staring back from the glass.

He’s the fellow to please – never mind all the rest
For he’s with you, clear to the end
And you’ve passed your most difficult, dangerous test
If the man in the glass is your friend.

You may fool the whole world down the pathway of years
And get pats on the back as you pass
But your final reward will be heartache and tears
If you’ve cheated the man in the glass.

 
January 24, 2000


A lovely day, 23 degrees at 8am. 

The Pioneer Valley is a destination due primarily to the Big E which is still evolving and deserves all the respect and nurturing we can give it. WNEC Law Dean Donald Dunn is a super law librarian, manager, school booster and friend of everybody. He is one of the finest human beings it has ever been my privilege to know. 

They say Greenspan is going to raise interest rates. Icelanders read more books per capita than any other people in the world. There will be a Wild Game Fest held at the Minnechaug Regional High cafeteria on the 26th.  Jean C. Sessions lives on 29 Porter Drive in Agawam. Old First Church has been located in the Court Square area since the 17th century. The original church was organized in 1637.

Dined on Weight Watchers Swedish Meatballs, also did a load of laundry. Drove out at 9:30am to make some copies, put out the mail at Breckwood and dropped off some stuff for Devine. As I arrived an Agawam Medical Supplies van was just pulling out of the driveway after leaving a bag on the back doorknob for Joyce Devine. I also noticed that the house for sale next door has a double lot with a large garage, a real bargain for less than $60,000. Went to Woronoco with some checks and deposited them with Jeff Mezzetti for a total deposit of $4,898.26. From the bank I went to Burger King for a chicken sandwich with a 99 cent coupon. I swung by A.I.C. and worked on my Blackstone project. On my way back I stopped at Angleo's to get stuff for a salad.

I called TV22 and asked them why they haven't been running stock quotes for the past few weeks. She said they have been having "technical difficulties" and she apologized for any inconvenience. Laurie Saunders does a nice little nature show on WFCR every Monday. I think I once criticized a show by her on TV57 as overly ambitious and perhaps pretentious. However, on WFCR she does a good job. $40,000 in books were destroyed in the flood at German Gerena School, I recall this is the second time this has happened. News says another water main has broken on Harkness Avenue. Alumnus Library at Elms College sent me a thank you note for the five volumes of Irish literature I gave them. Females in Training called and wanted me to join an exercise program. I told her my boyfriend gives me a good workout regularly. Unknown called at 10:25pm.

January 26, 2000

27 degrees at noon.

Hell is the cover story on this week's U.S. News and World Report. If Heaven and Hell did not exist, a lot of people would be out of work. Bill Clinton was interviewed by Jim Lehrer tonight and quoted Benjamin Franklin, "Our critics are our friends because they show us our faults." 

I collect ephemera, mountains of ephemera, such as local road maps that go back to the 1920's and 30's. Alas, gas stations no longer give away maps. Today I came across cousin Guy Wilson's Guardianship Account for the funds of Mother and Aunt Maria between January 1919 and September 1921. The latest issue of New England Travel & Life has lots of ads and articles about the Berkshires. There is nothing about Springfield.

The Welcome Wagon Club of Wilbraham and Hampden is presenting an evening with Michael White, author of The Blind Side of the Heart in the Brooks Room of the Wilbraham Public Library. Whately Antiquarian Books is having a 30% off sale starting tomorrow. At 2am there was a commercial for Allan K. Reisner, offering legal services for collisions and showed cartoons of chariots, autos and flying saucers colliding. I have had this awful cold for a month now. This afternoon the sun came out and it was a mild winter day. Streets are clear. The price of heating oil has jumped to nearly $2. Last year it was 75 cents per gallon.

The trash was picked up and The Reminder is here. Mailman came down the steet at 10:20am. Would you believe that I got a flyer from Hampden Bank's subsidiary Hampden Insurance? Hampden has no idea of the detailed records I have kept of my interactions with them. At some time I will take my case to the Banking and Insurance Commissions. Hampden's bad service is a big contrast with the lady at AAA who often replies when I ask her something, "I've done it already." That's service! Also got a thoughtful (as usual) letter from Edwin Atlee Garrett III on the problems they're having recruiting members to the Society of Colonial Wars. I wrote back that these are tough times for WASPS and they should refocus on the contributions of Colonial culture.

I have returned to biting my fingernails for the first time since Mother died. Called the Gilded Lily to ask about roses. They said their current price is $50 for a dozen, $60 around Valentine's Day. I'm considering sending Maureen Turner a dozen roses from "The People of Springfield." She certainly deserves them, but I don't like the way she's behaving towards me. Turner is a good little lady, but she could use some loosening up. Eamon called and said he hopes to go to Ireland next year. He spoke with Charlie Ryan's wife Joan and she said Ryan "had a great day in court yesterday" in the stadium trial before Judge Sweeney.

January 27, 2000

Lovely, sunny morning, 24 degrees at 9:20am.

This evening President Clinton gave his final State of the Union Address, the longest in history. Clinton likes to philosophize in long speeches, just like my memos. Clinton claimed credit for economic prosperity, but afterward Senator Trent Lott said it was "like the rooster taking credit for the sunrise." On TV40 Steven Cojocaru, the fashion expert for People Magazine, was on saying, "The more you look like a freak the better." He cited Cher as one of the best dressed people of all time. Senator Bradley was also on, saying that many Americans don't have health insurance.

I set out for the Whately Antique Book Center and the condition of the main roads were fine, bare and free of slicks. I got to Whately around 10:30am. There were cars in all the parking spaces except one in front of the old schoolhouse that houses the Antiquarian Book Center. Once inside, Paul Marshall Murray came over and said he liked the article about me in the Valley Advocate. He said he has a relative that teaches at Harvard and asked if I've ever lectured on legal poetry. Robert Merriam was also there and observed that my beard is new. He said he does all his bookselling on the internet now. Later I saw him leaving with a box of books on collectibles. Barb Smith was running the place. I bought 17 books for $365 and left at 1:55pm.

When I arrived back in Springfield I parked in the Visitor Only spot in the Union-News parking lot. There was a brisk wind which made it feel chilly. Lots of cars were in the Northgate parking lot. Came through the Peter Pan bus terminal and noted that their McDonald's still has bus company memorabilia on the wall. I walked down to Edwards Books but my book had not come in yet. She said it will be in by noon Friday, so I complained that they originally said it would be here by Tuesday. I headed back to the car at 3:01 and noticed that a truck was clearing snow out of the newspaper parking lot. Home by 3:18pm.

Dined on spaghetti and meat sauce, salad and two small potatoes. Today I came upon a receipt from Dr. H.R. French, who was a clockmaker on Washington Street in Boston in 1902. I called Maria at Punderson and ordered 100 gallons of heating oil at $1.70 per gallon. She said, "Hopefully the price will fall." The mail brought my copy of Imprimis. Jeff called looking for Jack claiming "he's expecting me." I answered in a falsetto voice saying, "I'm not expecting you!" He hung up without identifying what firm he was with.

January 29, 2000

16 degrees on the breezeway at 5am.

The history of America is like a tag sale, the people who got here first ripped it off good. Still no stock quotes on TV22. Mass Mutual is being sued by a 44 year old employee for age discrimination. Young Gordon Mackay, spokesman for Pet Zoo Express, misspoke the word "cattle" in his ad. I'm reading Damn the Torpedoes, which is good, but not as good as Bourke's The Intimate History of Killing. Mother lived at 241 North Main Street in 1928. Mother had whooping cough in October of 1930.

Kelly had her green lights on last night. Left here at 9:30am and mailed out letters, including one to Belle-Rita. Then I dropped off some stuff with Eamon, who greeted me at his backdoor with a bag of stuff for me. Eamon is redesigning his business card and decided to use my expression "Multidisciplinary Generalist." He is going to continue to call himself "Esquire." He likes that.

Left Eamon's at 9:44am and returned to the Whately Antiquarian Book Center for a last look at their sale. The place is adequately heated and has a toilet in the basement. The Antiquarian Center claims to have 50 dealers offering 20,000 books. The rarest books are kept in a glass case, where I saw a 1795 copy of a Methodist magazine that once belonged to the Forbes Library in Northampton, selling for $95. I bought Death on the Striped Pig (Boston 1839) which is a splendid little temperance piece. Left Whately at 11:30am and headed to downtown Springfield and parked on Dwight. I headed to Edwards and found the front doors to Baystate West locked, so had to use the Boland Way entrance. Didn't find any posters all, even at the Visitor's Center, which is not open on weekends.

Unknown called while I was out. The mail was here on time and brought a pretty note from Ann Staniski, with a picture of her and her mother standing in front of the Miller Memorial United Methodist Church in Bethel. I called Ann and thanked her for the lovely picture. Today's mail also brought a curious item, a credit card offer for my doll Sweet Pea, first time he's received mail since the Paperback Book Club solicited him. I also got in the mail an SIS bank form mis-delivered to me for Martel Tree and Landscape at 55 Birchland. I wrote on it "Mis-delivered to 5 Birchland" and walked down and stuck it in their back doorway.

January 31, 2000


Sunny and 16 degrees in the morning. Gas is $1.26 across from Angelo's.

On my WNEC Law School diploma I used John W. Miller, not J. Wesley Miller, because it is Father's name as well as my own. Reading Jeffrey Wattles The Golden Rule (1996) and it is a splendid book. I'll loan it to I. Cohn. 

 My cold has been subsiding each day but it has been a long visit. I drove out and dined on hotcakes without sausage at McDonald's. Then I got a couple of items at Food Mart, where I ran into Marshall Moriarty and his wife, who greeted me with ceremonial joviality. From there I went to Goodwill and the woman behind the counter said she is going skiing this coming Friday. There were not many customers and I bought only a few cheap books. Next I went over to Burger King and bought a chicken sandwich with a coupon, made some copies at Pride and then headed home.

The mail was here on time. Where is my book from Oak Knoll? Called over to Riverside Gardens and got Joe in Unit 4. He said Aunt Maria was discharged Thursday and was sent to Heritage Hall "in order to be closer to the family." So I called Heritage Hall and got Andrea who said my aunt is in Room 8c. She then connected me with Lisa the nurse who said she found my aunt "delightful." I'll bet she says that about everybody. Lisa described Aunt Maria as "alert but very confused, if you asked her where her room was she couldn't tell you."

Aunt Maria was up at 4am to get ready for church but didn't go. They have no religious services there. Shirley has been to visit. I told Lisa to tell Aunt Maria that her loving nephew called and to ask if she would like me to come visit her. Lisa replied, "She doesn't like you, that's perfectly obvious." I said, "Well, maybe I'll be over to visit someday" to which Lisa responded, "Good enough" and that was it.

TV22 says there has been a 2% increase in houses for sale in Western Mass over the past year. None other than John Michon was on saying that now is a good time to buy because "you get a lot of bang for your buck." Now that TV22 is in Chicopee I notice they are slanting their coverage towards Chicopee. The stock listings are finally back. 

Eamon called and said there is a good article in Harper's Magazine on Bush. He also informed me that John Davis of the U.S. Office of Education left a long message on his tape about absenteeism. Eamon saw the article in the paper about Albano working with the mayor of Hartford so he called Moody's and found out that Hartford has an A-1 bond rating while Springfield remains at near junk bond level.